venusflybrain:

A letter to everyone:

I don’t want to be part of this life anymore.
I don’t want you to be part of mine.
I don’t want to be included in your thoughts.
I don’t want to be part of an inside joke.
I don’t want my name to be said, unless addressed to me.
I am going to be the dead plants in the plastic planters on the median of your busy road.
Traffic goes past me, in front of me and stops beside me, but I’m never part of this traffic.

I’ve been drowning in your swimming pool for months. I’ve been grasping for air, reaching for an arm, trying to keep my head up enough to say “help” but there’s so many people in your pool that I don’t think I can be part of this party anymore.
Im getting out of this swimming pool.

I don’t want to hear about life outside my small world. I don’t want to hear about who went where and hung out with who, I don’t want to know about Open Mic, I don’t want to know about Improv, I don’t want to know about who is dating who, I don’t want to know who saw who on whatever site doing this or that.
Leave me out of it all.

I can only handle so much, and everything that used to be my sunshine has now become rain, and I just want to stay inside. I would be dead if I could but I can’t because then I’d fuck up even more people than I already have.

My life consists of 4 things: My dog, my girlfriend, my job, and my home.
These are the only places I feel safe.

Everyone is sneaking around me anyway, now you don’t have to. I’m not here.

fuckyeahtxtposts:

i hate it when you accidentally pick off a bit of dead skin on your lip and you can’t stop until you’ve peeled your entire face off

(via holla-at-halla)

klossified:

klossified:

im lacking vitamin A (attention)

now I’m lacking vitamin V (validation)

(via piglywinky)

nippletowns:

trying to make new friends

(via piglywinky)